(August 25-29)
Facilitator
My Accomplishments
This week was somewhat successful to me because I was able to facilitate the class properly while they were in the computer laboratory to surf the internet for their speech. Last Friday I let my critic teacher checked my lesson plan for editing purposes. She told me that I should modify the motivation part because the activity is not applicable to the other two sections I am handling.
In that same day was my students' spelling quiz and they are going to present their speech about "The Role of the Youth in Establishing Unity in a Diversified and Multi-Cultural Society," so I was the one who gave the spelling quiz and scoring their speeches. It was a tiring day but still ends with a big smile.
Facilitator
My Accomplishments
This week was somewhat successful to me because I was able to facilitate the class properly while they were in the computer laboratory to surf the internet for their speech. Last Friday I let my critic teacher checked my lesson plan for editing purposes. She told me that I should modify the motivation part because the activity is not applicable to the other two sections I am handling.
In that same day was my students' spelling quiz and they are going to present their speech about "The Role of the Youth in Establishing Unity in a Diversified and Multi-Cultural Society," so I was the one who gave the spelling quiz and scoring their speeches. It was a tiring day but still ends with a big smile.
Horror
My Significant Experiences
This week was very tiring for me because my students from the four sections I am handling was so stressful. They were hard to handle, they were so rowdy and feeling close to me that was why every time I enter the class I have to show the "mataray face" of mine and maintain it to have a professional distance between them. But sometimes it was not effective, especially to the two sections, the rowdiest sections in the world, so I have to talk to them in an angry voice and shout if possible for them to shut up and listen. Even if my task this week was not that tough, every time I go home I felt so tired as if I had sleepless nights feeling like a zombie.
The Judgement Week
My Insight
“Don't know how I kept going. You just do. You have to, so you do.”
― Elizabeth Wein, Code Name Cerify
Yes, I don't know how can I survive in this kind of situation. It was still my third week in the public school but the feeling of being unsure was there. Seeing those students I'm about to teach, knowing what kind of attitude and characters they possess, its as if I am doubting my capability to impart knowledge to them. Especially that I know I am not that intelligent, I sometimes having the tabularasa. But I always tell to myself that, this is what I had chosen and it is not right to doubt myself nor my ability in teaching. Yes, I do commit mistakes but I think and I know that committing mistakes and for you to try to revive and change those mistakes feels like human. Yes I can do it! Is the best phrase a person can say and shout . YES I CAN DO IT!!
Classroom Management
Problem
I don't have much problems this week because I felt that I did my job well. I just had a problem with the classroom management if I am not with my critic teacher. Because some of the students were as if treating me like their sister and not a teacher but of course I won't tolerate that.
Be in Authority
Solution
Having a good classroom management is very conducive to learning that is why classroom management is very important. But in my case, I'm having a hard time handling my two sections. I had to be always serious because if you let them see that you are very kind they will not take you seriously. Good thing my other two sections were somehow not a burden to me because they were kind and cooperative though some are very shy, so I need to push them more to overcome those weaknesses. In that way, I can help them and they can help me as well. To my other two sections who are rowdy, I have to be more strict and serious.
Goal, Goal, Goal
My Goal
My goal for the future is to teach my lessons properly and have a good rated lesson plans. AJA!! FIGHTING!!