Week 17

(December 1-5, 2014)

Two more Lessons

My Accomplishment

This week I was able to finish 2 rated lessons and my demo teaching with our professor Mr. Villiam Ambong.  I was also able to teach my students not perfectly but successfully because I was able to execute my lessons properly in a way that they understood it. It was quite a good start for December. And as of now this are just my accomplishments this week. Since we did not attend the class for two days because of the Lantern Parade we only have three days to cope with our lessons.  

Pinaka-final Judgement (I hope)

Friday was my second and I hope last demo teaching because it was really nerve wracking to be in that situation where you have to look wise and confident again. Honestly, I wasn’t happy of how or the way I demo because the things I planned didn’t not even followed. I was really depressed because I was not able to prepare well, not that I want to blame other people for it but I expected “kasi”. Because before we had our four day vacation, my cooperating teacher told us that she is going to send the notes that we are going to demo this Friday. She said that she’s going to send to our e-mail so I send my e-mail Saturday so that ma’am can send it already. While waiting, I just started answering some of the pages in my field study 6. Until Tuesday came and no notes we’re sent so I texted ma’am if she received my e-mail, if not I can send it again. She replied yes but there are still no notes, by knowing that, I was really upset and disappointed. The fact that she said to provide the notes, I know I am at fault also because I just rely on the notes to be given instead of search searching my own notes so I can just compare if ever she send us the notes. That’s why I was rushing everything so I was really not that prepared but I did try my very best. I really want to cry after my demo because I feel like I did not surpass my demo when I was in the public. It makes me more upset thinking that I just wasted sir. Ambong’s time or maybe I was just too upset that’s why I think this way. But I am really disappointed with myself.

RESPONSIBILITIES

Insight

Never ever rely on what other people is going to say or any promises because if you expect too much it will just disappoints you when it did not happen. As a lesson, be wise and rely not only to others’ promises but rely to your abilities as well. Always be responsible for you not to throw faults to other people as well even if they did not do their responsibilities or they are at fault too.

MORE AnO?

Problem

This week my only problem is my rated lesson plans because I need two more lessons. Also, when it comes to teaching, honestly, I am having difficulties in teaching grammar. Even some the basic ones, I sometimes commit mistakes but I was really trying my best. I have also difficulties in including valuing in grammar or even in literature as well.

Be Innovative

Solution

For my problems, what I think I need to do is to ask more lessons if not given or wait for my cooperating teacher’s cue and instructions. When it comes to the teaching process, I have to read more books especially grammar books and some help of my family. I also have to think deeper and analyze and understand my every topic for me to know how to relate real-life situation or the valuing part in our lesson. Think positive. :D

It’s Nearly Over!

My Goal

My goal for next week is to finish my rated lessons plan on time. Be responsible of my actions. Be OPTIMISTIC!!